认真地笑

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dear, dear, beloved friends, Ms. Pengerusi and Mr. Marlboro!!! This is quite a long awaited day, I really hope you guys liked the gifts and whatnot. I guess what we planned to do was done, and Mr. Marlboro had his taste of karma too, awwww yeah xp. (yes, making him read a long and pointless story means a lot to me (?) )

You know how when emotions accumulate over time, then a small, insignificant thing comes as a trigger, and everything flows out like water. Sometimes they really don't mean anything, I guess, it's just finally a release. Of course at the end of it you realize you completely WASTED your whole day just on that, and all you got was that your eyes hurt. Great going. =.= =.= =.=

Then it is always the simple things, or rather, the most unexpected things, that are so ridiculous but it makes you feel better.
 "有下雨 meh？”
“你的雨伞。粉红色，又这样小。。。”
“好笑，你走路好像很快的。。。”
“你走哪里？”

 Ridiculous. Makes you feel better. Thank you.

Then there is my 'long lost twin brother' sort of person, fighting through those feelings of his. Somehow he seems so much more like a naive, innocent...uh...girl?
You don't always know what the right thing to do is, but if it really means that much to you, then at least you know what you want to do. And then what you really want to do, becomes the right thing to do. You're probably going to feel the same emotions either way, but at least, maybe, you can eliminate regret. Things can be simple if you can only just say what you mean, and mean what you say. It is so hard, but it can be so simple.有时候 ，勇敢只是在对的时候，做出疯狂的东西。没什么特别。有时候，勇敢就是。。。 害怕结局， 还是去做。 知道结局，还是去做。那是一种傻，值得的傻。

Some things are just funny when you first hear it. Then when you really think about it, it means so much more.

“我跟你讲喔， 跟我认真地笑。”

Ridiculous.

Makes you feel better.

笑， 就要认真地笑。

Happy Birthday dear friends