Flowers Grow

Okay, okay, okay,
dear friends,
was I too emotional?
Sorry, Scorpio problems,
us with our ethanoating, keeping grudges,
cold expressions, and overflowing emotions...
It is like we have all the seven sins wrapped up (including lust I guess lol)
I've read somewhere that we fear showing signs of weakness
and a lot of times that is true

Dear friend,
thanks for letting me fall back on you
oh how did you go through everything on your own,
I think I am starting to learn how though
But for now, I don't want to have to 'lean on someone'
but not because I don't want to show weakness,
I just want things to be fine enough, so that I don't have to lean,
I'll just stand on my own

And dear friend,
I'll say sorry one last time,
for saying it out of the blue,
and for probably shocking the living hell out of you,
and for a lot a lot of things I probably put you through
we made a promise,
and we are going to keep it
we are fine like this

we are perfect

everything is perfect
you just need to trust me
cause I trust you too

And lastly,
dear friends,
I think we (actually, I,) need to stop this...
the poor people who read our blogs will be confused as s***  (LOL)

...But who am I kidding, our blog posts will probably be confusing as s*** forever xp

              A little fall of rain

            Can hardly hurt me now

               That's all I need to know

              And rain will make the flowers grow

carrots and bunnies

she said 'are you okay'
check through the phone
she's been asking that a lot I realized
oh dear,
what has been happening to me lately
I just need a day to get through most things
but mostly cause I can talk to her about it
it always helps,
it really does
oh dear,what am I doing
I keep talking and talking
freaking out
going ALL CAPS
'shouting' into the phone?
saying a million words
but all about the same thing
but it's like you completely understand
and for this situation, you almost literally do
oh dear,
what would I ever do without you
at the end of it you always make me laugh,
like carrots and bunnies
like eating things up

some snow would be nice

Idiot

如果连这种小事都做不出来

你有什么资格烦

你到底做过了什么

只不过在那儿

吵 ，吵，吵

烦死人了

到底烦够了没有

你管其他人怎样

你以为只有你一个人有事做吗

跟我静下来

做好你的本分

Ms Lexin,

Sometimes you dissappoint me.

Ms Lexin,

Stop dissappointing me.

I think I need a sunrise,

I'm tired of the sunset

Virgo

   Ugh, procrastinating again, though I actually have so much to do during the holidays. No idea for any blog posts though. Nothing. Ah, then I stumble across a certain pretty girl's blog post, and I had *so much feels* I have to write something back!

*warning: love confession time! XD

 Yeah, if you are a guy. I would sing all the Taylor Swift songs you love, regardless of your gender (and boob size lol?). And I'll still be your faithful secretary, though I kinda suck at taking up responsibility, but I will still be. Fun fact, the day you called me 'the best secretary ever'...I was SUPER touched...for some reason it is a big deal to me. The round table will still be as noisy, or more noisy than ever. And if people think we're dating, we will probably laugh about it and say 'yeah, yeah we are.' And I would let you take me to prom. (btw I was all like someone wants to take me to prom aww yeah!! xp) When you are feeling down, I'll be there and cross my fingers that I can be helpful about it. And I'll always listen. I would dump all my personal stuff on you, and you will definitely make me feel better. Hey, things are always 1000000 times crazier, and more interesting when YOU are around ;)

Random note : Hmmh, if I am a guy, I would be...gay. that's about it? lol xp.

Long live the walls we crashed through

I had the time of my life 

with you

Have happy day everyone,

Lexie

 
   

2 Years

    They say you will revert back to you old ways when you meet your old friends again, and I guess I personally experienced this. It has been so so so so long since The Annoyings can get back together as the 'Lucky 7' again, since someone is always not around or busy. And what happens when seven 19 year olds who haven't reunited in two years meet? We act like we're 16 again of course. And tear the place down.  

   I thought I am crazy enough in Form 6, and honestly I am, but somehow this is a completely different kind of crazy. It is a 'I feel even younger than I've ever felt before' kind of crazy. We laughed at every sentence we said, talked about personal stuff so loudly I think the whole place knows us now, *made fun of our ex-es XD*, made a fool of ourselves while ordering food, refilled our drinks twice, took like literally (seriously, literally)a hundred pictures... and a lot of it was a result of hogging the waitress for like 15 minutes. And the list goes on. The songs they played at Burger Bar was really appropriate too. 'We Are Young' and 'Good Time' starts playing, and you feel like the night will never end.

   But as always, three hours passed by like 3 minutes. And I have come to the conclusion that it isn't a truly fun night if I don't end up feeling like vomiting by the end of it. Yeah if I laugh too much I get a 'condition', but oh well. We seldom talk about important life stuff whenever we are together, you know, stuff like how  studies are and what are our plans for the future seem to slip right off our minds. But for two of The Annoyings going to UMS, I wish them allll the best. And I know our paths will always cross, no matter where life takes us.

   When we are together, the night will never end.

Tonight we are young

So lets set the world on fire

we can burn brighter than the sun  

I'm in if you're down to get down tonight
Cuz it's always a good time

 

Like we dream impossible dreams

Life is daydreaming when you have more important things to do,
Getting upset over things that don't matter,
and laughing at things that don't make sense

Life is having a crush on strangers,
and falling for the wrong people,
Getting to know people you thought were your friends,
and getting closer to those you never thought you would

Life is falling asleep in class,
and going crazy in the school library
Dying to go home on a busy day
And dying to go back to school when you're lonely
It is trying to make sense of sarcastic remarks in PA,
barely staying awake while teacher is doing sums,
doing chemistry experiments without any results,
and singing your heart out in Bio.

Life is getting your jobs done at the last minute,
and freaking out together after a very hard test,
getting broke on birthdays,
and starting the surprises all over again
planning crazy things for the holidays,
and talking every moment like we are never meeting again.

Life is knowing that some things are wrong, but feeling that everything is right.

Right now, everything is right.

Look at you worrying so much about things you can't change
You'll spend your whole life singing the blues if you keep thinking that way

Don't you see the starlight, starlight

don't you dream impossible things

Eventually, Apparently

I'm writing this post... just because.

She's the kind of girl that, right off the bat, she knows everyone and everyone knows her. When she talks, there is no way you won't hear her. It might be easy to hear what she says out loud, but not everyone can  understand what she is trying to say inside. And I think she trusts me enough to tell me sometimes, and I hope I am worthy of this. She's open about what she says, but I realize that I do trust her with my secrets. She knows...things ;)

There is no end to the things she does that is...redundant but always entertaining. Teasing the Enlightened Forehead (and being one of the only people that can freak her out xp), giving people weird nicknames, singing songs about Mr. Naruto, making up her own songs, using words whether they are correct or not. Having 'on and off relationships' with Mr Ethanoate, even though I know perfectly well the two of you are good friends. (Seriously you two, get yo act together or I will really lock you two up in one of my empty rooms). Ah, how empty our classroom life would be without her XD. (I am not being sarcastic. really.)  

It is the feeling you get when someone gives you a gift, tells you 'I have been saving this for when I have a good friend, and now I am giving this to you'. It makes you wonder about how fast a friendship can develop. I have never seen it coming, since we weren't always close, nor do I understand what got it started, but hey, good things always happen that way. The best things always happen that way. Yeah, I tease her a lot, because that is how people naturally act around her. But the best moments are when she talks, REALLY talks, and I listen. Then I understand a little bit more, about her, and about myself too. Sometimes we are a little bit too alike inside.

So stop worrying about so many things. I know you're stressing out so much, and Mr. Idiotic isn't making it any easier (even though it is supposed to be his job). You're going to do fine, you have done so well. Considering that people ask 'why did you take this subject?', you are proving them wrong. And I think it's awesome.

   Thank you for showing me so much, for being an awesome friend and thank you for everything you do that did or did not annoy me. You know I will never actually be annoyed at you ;) Well here you are, your very own tribute post, something I knew I would write...eventually. Why did I write this? I don't know. I am writing this post...just because. ;)

We get high, we let go

We got more than we know

My friends are a different breed

My friends are everything

 Have a happy day everyone, 

Lexie