Merge

And there you go again telling yourself it is okay

Once again you are doing what they are used to seeing

There you go again 

Causing a scene like they are not tired of hearing about it

Thank you for those always willing to listen

Sorry that in the process, she cried today

But thank you for helping me get through this

I guess no matter how annoying I get 

I am never alone

也许是我自己没看见

她说，

他本来就是这样的

我从来都不曾怀疑

然后她说

那短短几句话

我‘不该知道’的话

那么可笑

原来我连朋友也不值

Whether or not I offend people

I never mean to 

Not always

Especially not you

Whether or not I should get offended

it is an endless cycle

and guess what,

at the end of the day

it wasn't anything to worry about anyway

不知要怎么形容

当朋友被伤害了

与自己受伤了

差别好大

结果只是

坐在那儿 闷不做声

像一个懦夫

不敢直视你

不敢责问你

就这样

坐在那儿

我还能做些什么

还不够吗

如果我做不到你想要的

那一切一切都是我的错

你以为我的性格就是这样

什么心事都告诉别人

生气也说

伤心也说

我多么地坦白

我多么地开放

我对全部人都是这样？

你很佩服我的爽朗吗？

And I finally decided to go for it

no matter how insecure I get

but I think they're right

you never know till you try 

even if you know how it ends

even if you know how it always ends

I trust you

I do

即使你感谢我对你的信任

即使我永远也不告诉你

你是有多么的伤人

你知道吗

对不起

从今 ， 以后， 

我无法再相信你了

朋友

什么是朋友

and those words rang in my head

she said,

'it's not worth it',

and so I tell myself,

but the words seem so clear -

you are not worth it

you are not worth

you are not.

You Are. 

when I woke up I had everything

a handful of moments I wish I could change

And a tongue like a nightmare that cuts like a blade

Arrogant girl

Love yourself so no one has to

they're better off without you

Arrogant girl

cause a scene like you're supposed to

they'll fall asleep without you

Give me therapy 

I'm a walking travesty

But I'm smiling at everything

Therapy 

You were never a friend to me

you can choke on your misery